Sunday, September 27, 2009

I was Here.

If you've never heard this song, you need to download it.
This is my life theme song... I love it.
I Was Here
-Lady Antebellum
You will notice me
I'll be leavin' my mark, like initials carved in an old oak tree
you wait and see.
Maybe I'll write like Twain wrote
Maybe I'll paint like Van Gough,
cure the common cold I don't know
but I'm ready to start cause I know in my heart
I wanna do something that matters,
say something different, something that sets the whole world on it's ear.
I wanna do somethin better, with the time I've been given
and I wanna try to touch a few hearts in this life
and leave nothin less that something that says, I was here.
I will prove you wrong
If you think I'm all talk, you're in for a shock
cause this stream's too strong, and before too long...
Maybe I'll compose symphonies
Maybe I'll fight for world peace.
Cause I know it's my destiny to leave more than a trace of myself in this place,
I wanna do something that matters,
say something different,
something that sets the whole world on it's ear
I wanna do somethin better, with the time i've been given
and I wanna try to touch a few hearts in this life
and leave nothin less that something that says, I was here.

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

Forgive Me.

Friends, you must forgive me these days... it's funny how much one realizes that's it's virtually impossible to keep up with a blog now that ones daily life routine is back to normal.


Summer was definitely unique. And this new semester that has rolled back around is about to stinking roll over the top of me! Haha... I just finished taking 2 out of 3 huge tests this morning. And boy do I feel relieved. I have been studying the parts of an animal cell, and the first 20 books of Genesis for the last 2 weeks. Quite the combination, eh?

Oh Zoology and Old Testament.

But it's funny, I was explaining this to my roommate the other day. And it made us both laugh. It's amazing how much your mind is open to new things, when you simply allow it to accept the new things that life offers. For example: enjoying college classes, rather than simply sitting through them because your parents say it's what's best for you. Yeah we all know it's the "right" thing to do, which is why it's so darn easy for us to take our education for granted.
Want a better example?


Heres one: Yours truly, did terrible her freshman year of college...
Why? Because I made the common mistake that most first year post-secondary students make; I treated college like it was high school.
Screeeeeeech. Yeah I know, now I look back and it makes my head hurt.
Look at all the things I used to do (at your own risk):


  • I rarely wanted to get up for class
  • When I did go to class, I slept through it. Most of the time.
  • I scrambled to study for tests at 2am before the test in 7 hours.
  • My eating habits were terrible. Whataburger at 4 am? Really, Lauren.
  • My gosh don't even get me started on my unneccessary expendatures. (actually they weren't THAT bad)
  • Ask me if I even undrestood or enjyed the material I was "supposed" to be learning. NO

Normally, and my parents will agree with this, I would try and blame something or someone for the fact that I simply, SUCKED as a student. Haha.

I'd still like to blame it on a bunch of things. But I won't. I'd just simply like to say, that I had no clue, how to be a college student. High school did NOT prepare me at all. I never knew how to really study in high school, I mean come on... It's friggin high school.

Stop me, I'm rambling.

Anyways, now that I've spent 20 minutes prefacing what I've really wanted to get at. Here goes: This year, I shook my dad's hand the day before he left Texas, and I promised him, Dad.. I'm gunna bring home straight A's. Well let me just tell you, it has NOT been easy so far. But I am determined to do it! Mind you, I don't do a lot of things these days for the gratfication and acceptance of other human beings. (I've learned that lesson) But I do want to make my family proud. But most importantly, I want to make my God proud.


He's the reason my little tail end is in Belton, Texas anyways. :)


I've grown up. And I have realized this much.

  • If you want to be successful, then you actually have to make an effort
  • If you want to do good on your tests, then HELLO... study for them.
  • If you want to beat the freshman 15, and kick the recession in the butt at the same time, then be a good steward of the money God has so lovingly given to you, and spend it on...wait for it.. HEALTHY FOOD.
  • It's amazing the rollover effect too. Because I'm doing all of the above, fancy this: I am pretty darn stress free. And it feels incredible.

I love learning. And I love sharing what I have learned even more, so prepare yourselves for a different type of blogging this time around. Because I'm gunna do a lot of talking about my lectures. I hope you're up for it. I promise, it's good stuff. :)


Until tomorrow, or so.



Pinwheels for Peace - The Art of Peace Festival Belton Texas

Pinwheels for Peace - The Art of Peace Festival Belton Texas: "It is our hope that through the Pinwheels for Peace Project, we can make a public visual statement about our feelings about war/ peace/ tolerance/ cooperation/ harmony/ unity and, in some way, maybe, awaken the public and let them know what we are thinking. This is not political. Peace doesn’t necessarily have to be associated with the conflict of war, it can be related to violence/intolerance in our daily lives, to peace of mind. To each of us, peace can take on a different meaning, but, in the end, it all comes down to a simple definition: a state of calm and serenity, with no anxiety, the absence of violence, freedom from conflict or disagreement among people or groups of people."

Monday, September 21, 2009

Art of Peace Festival



So yesterday I spent my lovely Sunday afternoon, and evening to be exact, volunteering at the Art of Peace Festival in Belton. One of my art professors at UMHB was the coordinator of the festival, so I came to help her out as well as enjoy all of the different types of art.

The festival was held in order to raise money and awareness for the Children's Advocacy Center of Central Texas. CAC-CT is an organization that provides comprehensive services which protect, promote healing and enhance the quality of life for abused and neglected children in Central Texas... So I was really excited to have been a part of this fundraising opportunity, one because of my love for kids, and two because of my love for the arts.

It was an amzing experience altogether... The music was great, hilarious folk music to be more precise. And the poetry that was read was beautiful. (I will share some later)


My favorite part of the festival would have to be the beautiful Pinwheels for Peace. My art professor decided to make it a requirement in most of her art classes for students to paint, or collage a square piece of cardstock to be made into a pinwheel. The pinwheels were to be assembled and put in front of the campus library. And then some were going to be sold at the Festival, and all proceeds went to CAC-CT.

(See separate blog entry for a better definition of the meaning of the Pinwheels for Peace)







Saturday, September 12, 2009

New Semester.




Hey Y'all...

Hope you haven't forgotten about little ole Lauren over here...
It's been awhile since summer...
I'm now about 3 weeks into my first semester of Sophomore year of college... I know right?


SO. New part of my life means.... NEW BLOG. I'm stoked, and I hope you guys are too...
Inspiration, come and find me. :)